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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
finally...i feel so lighten up...really...finally the i make the big decision...i m sorry if i disappoint anyone...or make anyone angry...i m really sorry...for those who watched the newest harry potter movie...sometimes i wish i cna be like principle of the sch...i can like take out all the small little thoughts out from my head...den i wun be like fan nao everyday...haiz...haha...but...now...since i make the decision liao...i can sleep better liao...haha... k...today went to elsa house...hehe...acutally to do project...haha...in the end...it is a eating cum watching television cum mahjiong session...haha...but it was kind of nice...like one bug family like tat...we should have more of dis kind of small little outing...haha...every tuesday???haha...dis friday going elsa house eat steanboat...haven tell my mummy yet...dunno she allow...haha really hope she can...or else...i never have the chance to like eat steamboat with my lovely class...haha...k...i shall stop here for today...haha... haha...today is MONDAY!!!..a new week...hehe...really hope tat dis week will be a better week for me ba...haha...another 2 more days...to the big decision...ya...better think real carefully before i do the next...cant ignore secondary effect...haha...but i hope my decision will not hurt anyone... today already started out good liao...hehe...especially in ocom...haha...daniel said the sweetest thing...yc said things tat eve was going to strangle him...muaha...how can i live one day without them???everyday is so happening with them...haha...sooooo glad to have such GREAT classmates like them...oh ya...we took photo with our ocom cum micro tutor...mr remy...haha... haiz...i m bored...haha...die...now...here i m going to anyhoe think again...ahhh!!!better stop myself...if not going to be emotional again...haiz...y m i like tat...y i m so emotional...wei shi mo wo ze mo rong yi bei dong yao...wei shi mo???haiz...y cant be a strong gal for once???...sometimes i hate myself being like tat...scare pple thought... i getting attention or wat...i m not...i juz cant get away with my feelings...if i offend anyone...i m sorry... Monday, November 28, 2005
haha...i juz put a stop to my craving for HK mien...haha...haiz...still in confuse state...should i or should i not manz...dunno...haha... today was damn boring...stayed at home for the whole day...finish my jap n bus statistic hmk...haha..how guai m i...den finish studying for jap quiz tml...haha...but haven do ffa yet...hehe...nvm...tat wan wed den do...haha...dis coming wed no S&W...haha...but stil got CATS!!!AHHH!!!haha...wat a boring subject manz...dunno y got such a subject...no offence manz... i m bored...haha...nothing to do...haha...still got vcd to watch...btw...those who have scv channel 55 or 56...cant rmb which channel...muz watch wo shi jin san shun...MUZ watch...the show damn nice...really touching...n fuuny too...really muz watch k...it will come out next year...if u got telescope...they have write...haha...i got cry when watching dis show...hehe...the guy lead DAMN HANDSOME!!!muaha... currently watching "save the last dance for me"...another korean drama show...not bad larhz...i still perfer wo shi jin san shun...haha... Sunday, November 27, 2005
finally i ate my apple strudel...haha...i beg my mummy to buy for me...they got dis offer...3 different flavour for...cant rmb much...so...we bought tat...er got...mango...strawberry n of coz apple...hehe...i ate APPLE!!!haha...i was soo happy...hehe...haiz..it has been not a week for me...have been encounting things which make me sooo fan...haiz...really hope the coming week will be a great week for me...hehe... now acutally wondering...if i should should carry on something...if i dun want...it is better to tell them asap...if not...juz carry on...but now...i dunno y...i dun wish to carry now...tired of going through the same things again...haiz...den have to see their lian sei...haiz...dunno larhz...really dunno wat to do...confuse... haha...have to be a good gal tml...have to finish up bus statistic n ffa hmk...haha... steph...i think now in HK...she came back on thursday night...she called me immediately...think she got my msg...haha...we talked n talked...den we put down the phone...she say she is coming back again...n she promise me tat we will go out...together with daven...haha...cant wait for tat!!!haha... i want to say a BIG "THANK YOU" to all of my classmates!!!...love u all to the bits!!! Friday, November 25, 2005
juz finish my micro hmk not long ago...today is such a boring day...haiz...had 3 hours of break...almost slept in FFA lecture...haha...too tired...hehe...have been watching vcds dis few weeks till 2 plus in the morning...muaha...haiz...have been thinking a lot dis few days...thinking n thinking...thinking abt things which concern me...thing which doesnt...n things i wish it could happen to me...haiz...no use thinking so much...in the end i m the one who suffer...haiz...y let myself suffer rite???haiz...juz let things happen naturally ba...haha... Thursday, November 24, 2005
today...is my IS day...had CATS first...den later S&W...btw...i join hip hop so for S&W...haha...its fun...haha...sometimes...i think...the more we want something to happen...the lesser chance it will happen...n it is damn true...it happens to me...haiz... sometimes...i think...whether to believe there is love... sometimes...i think...if i m the most unlucky person in earth... sometimes...i think...if i m alright... haiz...i m so confuse...so lost...so...i dunno...i m in the world of "doubts"... i wish i really can wake up one day...with no worries...no doubts...juz to have a really fine day tats all... Wednesday, November 23, 2005
dis is dedicate to my one n only god sis...(u noe who)see tat u r really happy now...have great friends...enjoy ur life...haha...i seems tat we drifted apart...it was like a few years back...where we say cant be separate no matter wat...haha...maybe now...u got ur group of friends...n i got mine...ithought...we can be like last time...but i guess not...now...u juz got back with freinds who "lost in touch with u"...i tink should spent more time with them ba...i juz wan to say...i will forever be ur sis...ur friend...anything...u can always call me...msg me...i will always be there for u de...guess tat...everybody...tat i was once so close...drifting apart from me...maybe i m the one with problems ba...maybe...haiz...juz want u to be happy can liao...u happy i happy...haha... tats all i want to say...please do take care of urself k...if sick...see doctor...drink more water...rest well... Tuesday, November 22, 2005
tml no sch!!!or should i say...have...but dun want to go???haha...btw i still have to go...coz of project...haha...duno where to go after tat after project...hehe...go town???haha...den go town with my stpwh lao gong...haha...k...got to do my jap hmk liao...will continue later...muaha... Monday, November 21, 2005
today was kind of a lazy day...woke up...ate breakfast...studied for awhile...den was lunch...later watched CSI!!!...OMG!!!tats my favourite show...after tat...had nap for like 3 hours???haha...i have to admit...i m a pig...haha...den it was dinner...went to PS with family...den we took neo print together...it has been soo long tat we take neo print together...haha...dunno how to post it here...if not can let u all see...haha...well tats my lazy day...haha...tml is OCOM...haha...kind of scare...btw..cant wait to see my dear steph...haven seen her like for months...haha...cant wait to see her...going out with her n daven...haha... dis steph...she is my can i say...a part of me???i cant leave without her...but when we were in sec 3...she went aboard...i was soo sad...no wan to talk to...no one to complain too...no one to share crazy ideas together...when we ere in sec 1...we were like enemies...really enemies...she can say use to like bitch abt me...haha...den when we went sec 2...so happen we became classmates...but then...things went to different...we suddenly became the best of friends...we were always there for each there...she will always giving me a shoulder to lean on when i need someone...she will always give me a listening ear...den...sec 3...she went aboard because of someone,who i dun wish to mention here...haiz...now...we can only meet each other at least twice a year???haha...but is ok...at least can see her...haha i better get going...still have to rehearse my presentation for today...which is for another 14 more hours...haha Sunday, November 20, 2005
dis is my second post...haha...let me intro myself...i m juz an ordinary gal who is 17...turning 18 real soon...haha...have lots of GREAT friends!!!...love each one of them to the bits...love foods...haha...LOVE MY PIANO!!!haha...cant leave without it...it is my bao bei...haha... i love my 3 families...first, my real family...i love them to the bits...how can i live without them!!!...they mean sooo much to me...though use to fight...n quarrel...but i still love them!!! second, my current class...TA29!!! Oh god!!!...they r like my darlings... cant leave without them...they always make my day...no matter how sad or depress m i...they denfinately make me laugh or smile...i learn lots of things from them...especially MAHJIONG!!!now i fall inlove with tat...haha...now listen more chinese songs then before...n most importantly!!!...we love eating with each other...noe we got 2 hours break for like 3 days...we will always vrack our brain thinking where to go n eat...n i always eat delicious food when i m with them...hehe...so now i m very fat...haha...all i can say is tat...TA29 is damn bonded!!!haha my last family is my cca...which is NPKE!!!...they r almost my "eating" buddies...always thinking which is the best " xia mien or ba chor me...haha...btw...someone still own be 10 bowls of ba chor mien...haha...not long ago we juz have our debt performance at esplanade...it was a great experience...hehe...next one is coming...cant wait... though i do miss out some pple...but i juz want to say...steph dear...daven...karen...jane n sheryl...u r not forgetten!!!miss u guys!!! Friday, November 18, 2005
first time having blog!!!hehe...wanted to have it earlier...but lazy to do it...finally i have one...thanx to some module!!!haha...
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now...dis is my third family...dis is taken is esplanade recital studio...our debut concert there...had a great time there...hehe...dis all the performancers n the crews for dis concert..."DANCES" rocks...haha NPKE rocks!!!