Monday, December 19, 2005

dis year is not a good year for me...juz wan it to past it faster...juz want to end dis year faster...nothing goes rite foe me dis year...nothing...not even one...feel so damn dao mei...dunno...

i start to understand when things doesnt belong to u...it really doesnt belong to u...no matter how hard u try to get it...it still wun belong to u...i totally understand wat it means now...juz want to run away from reality...but it seems so hard...it took so long...now???how long could dis be???i feel so tired...

y m i always having dis...y cant i have a nice wan???y cant i have a nice n pleasent year for once???y???i feel tat i no longer have those energry anymore...i m not like last time...no longer...i become weaker...or maybe worse...y do i feel so sour so easily???y???i wish i could be like my steph...get out of here...i want to get out of here...get out of dis unpleasent place...

i had enough...really enough...when dis coulg end???when???another 3 years???y always toture me???y always making my life like a fool???i dun understand...

i wish i could have tat dream n never wake again...i would rather leave in my dreams...

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