Friday, March 31, 2006

i had the nicest dream yesterday...nicest until i told myself to wake up...it was juz too nice...to nice to be true...

dunno wats with me...dunno...

wonexinnetongnehenetongne...
feinechangnetongne...
bunechinedaoneyaonezhenemonepanne...
younerennekenekaoneshounewonene...
kenebunekeneyinesharnelenewonebane...

they always ask...wat if u n ur friend like the same guy...wat will do???if u like the guy so much...but u dunno wat the guy's feeling abt u...on the other hand...ur friend like him a lot...den u heard the guy like ur friend...at dis point of time...will u give up???i will...though it will hurt like shit...i will...i dunno y i suddenly thought of dis...but...ya...i will give up...though the guy is someone whom i want to really cherish a lot...

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

wo de xin zhai pu tong pu tong de zhai tao...

my parents are on the way back frm their holidays...i m scare...i m worried...how???haiz...who ask me dun study harder...haiz...

sometimes i think...m i stupid...m i lazy...or m i juz nothing...wat m i???i dunno...till now...i dunno wat i want frm my life...i dunno wat i want to do in future...dunno wat type of job i want...tell me...where can i go like dis...in dis state...m i a dog...being pulled by owner...doing wat owner wants me to do???maybe i m...

wat has happen to me???WAT HAPPEN???

i kept asking myself...wat if i worked harder for Os...will i still be here???will i still get the freedom i want???will i be in dis state???will i get to meet my classmates???

i dunno...

i m in a lost world...

Monday, March 27, 2006

i m back...

taiwan trip was nice...be it the food...weather...the place...everything was amazing...it was nice to travel with friends...

lots of things happen...hope things will turn back to normal when sch starts...will everything be the same???hope so...everthing will be the same...think pple may change the thinking of me???i dunno...

i start to love this song...Kiss Goodbye...by Lee Hom...it is great song...really great song...lucky me i got the music score of dis song...muz master dis song...coz i really love dis song a lot...lots of things r running in my head now...results...my results sux...really sux...n i m disappointed with myself...really disappointed...never to even imagine to get dis type of results...i think i really let my parents down...i told my mum my results on the phone...she sound not really happy n disappointed...wonder if i still got the chance to go overseas with friends again...haiz...
other than tat the rest i rather to keep it to myself...i found out tat...i can really compress my feelings well...dunno if it is a good or bad thing...maybe i dun want to give trouble to pple...would rather keep all dis to myself...
if u ever see me breakdown one day...which means...i m to my limit already...which means i cant surpress anymore...which means i m not strong anymore...
if tat day happens...i will like to say a big sorry to someone...dunno if u r reading my blog...if u r...i m sorry...i have broken ur promise...
i have found out tat...i dun have much close friends tat i tink...i really think through...n i only found a few...a few whom i can ven my anger on...i can share my joy with...i can tell all problems to...someone whom i can really rely on...

dis is juz another one of my deep thinking post...

Saturday, March 11, 2006

haiz...i regret doing tat...really...haiz...

dunno...mixed feelings now...hope will be better...haiz...really...

CAN U BELIEVE!!!
I M IN TAIWAN!!!

muaha...today is the fifith day...the weather is soooo nice...though is cold...the nicest place i ever went dis few day is the yang ming shan!!!it is sooooooo nice...the scenery is sooo nice!!!the weather is sooo nice too!!!haha...not mentioning the food!!!!!WHA!!!it is sooooo delicious!!!our brunch...n dinner!!!all soooo nice...haha...den of coz the SHOPPING!!!so dar...i bought myself 2 pair so footwear n a top...hehe...still got more to go!!!haha...stiill got 13 more days to go!!!hehe...
will continue soooon....hehe...

for now!!! I MISS my 2 dear STEPHs...n JANICE!!!

Sunday, March 05, 2006

haha...so long din blog...busy mugging with exams...den busy watching korean drama!!!!muaha...got sooooo many korean drama to watch!!!...haha...den on thursday went MOS...haha...finallly main dance floor was HIP HOP and R&B!!!muaha...i was so damn happy!!!

YEA!!!!...another another 3 more days to TAIWAN!!!!muaha!!!so excited!!!!!started packing after coming back frm granny house n elsa house...haha...went elsa house for mj session n baked rice!!!muaha...

OH MANZ!!!cant wait!!!! AHHHH!!!!

i like the now me!!!happy n happy!!!hehe...

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