Thursday, April 27, 2006

"sometimes u should thinks of how u feels so...it seems lyk u always make decision worring if the other person will be unhappy.."

dis is wat my friend told yesteday...

wat she say is really true...100% true...
whenever i decide anything...i will firstly think...will i affect dis person...will i affect tat person???n not... m i happy with dis decision???
in the end making decision which i dun really like...
making decision which i dun want...
making decision which i m not happy at all...
making decision which only please pple but not myself...

coz i m going to make a big decision..which...haiz...i dunno...disappoint pple???haiz...

how???
juz tell me how???
how m i going to tell the person???

haiz...y m i so weak???
y???
y cant i be like those pple who can make decision so easily???
haiz...
y???
can anyone tell me???

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

sch starts already...today second day of sch...so far...ok larhz...juz lecture...IS was kind of boring...haiz...

i dunno wat else to type here...

Saturday, April 22, 2006

oh manz...the 3rd n last day of baoc was FUN!!!

on the 3rd day was the baoc finale...which is the performance night...saw 3 of my freshies perform...haha...was proud of them!!!den cheered n cheered...cheer until no voice...den there comes the price giving part...one by one the price r given...den comes the "most spontanous group"...den a few of the SBs already noe we comfirm gurantee check sure wun win one...den the emcee finally announce..."Bombastic Mombasa"...we were like cheering in a suprising look...muaha...coz we never thought tat we will get tat price...haha...den after the performance...all the SBs become very high...haha...started dancing around...den after tat...went take photos...den went for dinner...at the youth park there...steph...crystal n shawn came to join us too...ate...sting ray!!! n fried kway tiao...haha...after we finish eating...we play some game...those ice breaking games...den another called..."007"...haha...tat was fun...but i make a fool of myself too...haha...den went home...den know...there is actually somebody staying around me...not as in my area...but in bukit timah...haha...den one of my freshie stay in signature park...juz one bus stop away frm my stop...haha...tats all for the 3rd day...

den 4th day which is foc...is like bringing the freshie around the sch to see cca...haiz...the sadest thing is tat no perform frm those performing cca...i thought i will get a chance to see nra dancing...haiz...but nvm...though it was a really hot day...i did enjoy myself during the last few hours...ahha...when i get "high" with my freshie by juz singing songs...haha...den after tat...a few of the freshie...ying ying...jia ling...anna n mathiaus...n eve...went to lot 1 Kbox!!!haha...it has been soo long i step into Kbox...den we started singing frm like 3...den sing n sing n sing...till like 6 plus den anna went off...den the rest of us continue...den sing n sing till like 730...den no one like send us the bill...den around 8 like tat me n eve went out to ask the pple...den they say extended time not counted in the bill...coz like no pple coming in n sing...so can like sing how long also can...haha...den we sing till like 840 like tat den we left...it was FUN!!!singing with them...haha...

for my dear BM9!!!
hope u guys enjoy for the past 4 days...(including today)i hope u guys really really enjoy urself!!!haha...hope din bored u guys...plz do forgive us if we r a bit unorganise...coz it is serious my first time doing such a role...hehe...i hope we can make it tat 18th april as BM9 day...i noe by the end of ur Year 1...u will got ur own friends liao...but i hope on the 18th april of each Year...we can organise something...hha...other than tat...if u all got outings muz tell SBs k!!!muaha...last n but least...THANX u guys for making all these things happen...

first row: mathiaus,jeremy,guan ji, SBs(steph...crystal...shawn)...
second row: tammi...anna...jia ling...yingying...SBs(li ching...eve...me)
third row: shu ying

dis is a pic of my BM9 freshies...not all r there...plus steph..crystal n shawn...

Thursday, April 20, 2006

had a wonderful day today!!!...

oh ya...baoc start already!!!...hehe...got a great class of pple...n my group is all...bombasa mobasa 9!!!oh manz...i tell u they r great!!!first day was like ica breaking...den SBs got...me...eve...ty n te wei...den we meet our freshie at the bus stop...when we went there...some were already there...n they all like start to talk to each other...i was like suprise...but happy...so fast they already gam...den after tat...went to convection first...den sitted with them...den after tat went to exam hall...tats all...but within themselves they started to gam liao...haha...i was kind of relieve...haha...

den today...was the sport day!!!oh manz...i love today!!!i thought today will be like a bit leng zhang...but NO!!! N...O...NO!!!muaha...we...SBs n the freshie gam...haha...like we cheer tgt...den freshie will like take initaitive to like say good morning to the game master...think of new cheer...wha...i juz love them!!!is like no words to describe them...

hey BM9!!!if u guys r seeing dis post...i will like to say a BIG thank you to u all!!!coz u guys r my first OG tat i take...n to me...seriously...it is kind of a success to see u all so gam with each other n the SBs...i dunno how u all feel...haha..i really hope u guys really enjoy ur time...for the last 2 days...n the coming 2 days!!!it will be great if u guys r one class...i think u will be one of those united class...like my class...hehe...k...hope to see u guys around in sch when sch starts...if got any problem ca always call me k!!!hehe...or not happy...or xing shi can always call me...hehe...den need textbook...can find me...but i only got one set only...if some dun mind use textbooks...will help u all find...prices will be cheaper den in the bookshop...muaha...seriously...i will miss dis group of freshies...if got any outing muz tell me n the rest of the SBs k...hehe...

last but not least...

THANK YOU!!!

Sunday, April 16, 2006

i find tat...i m sooo xing fu dis few days...indulge myself with nice nice food...today ate home cook steamboat...hehe...though very little liao...but OMG!!!the soup is very very nice...ahhh!!!hehe...

den tml is home cook chillie crab!!!!AHHH!!!cant believe...first time my mum or acutally my maid will be cooking chillie crab!!!i muz learn!!!muaha...den can cook next time...haha...

haiz...how to not become fat like tat...hehe...nvm...the coming week...i will be busy with orientation things already...haha...

btw...

i cant wait till FRIDAY!!!!coz tats the day i have been waiting for!!!n i dun want anything happen on tat day to spoil my mood...hehe...coz i juz to enjoy myself tat day!!!going to meet someone whom i haven seen for sooooo long...muaha...

who noes something happens on tat day...hehe...

Friday, April 14, 2006

drank dis nice alcohol...Alize...it is nice...cocktail i should say...

to juz numb myself...

today went back to sch for baoc meetingg...den got to noe my group got who...got...me...eve...li ching...ty n te wei (my LMS friend)...den we now i think taking charge of TRM group ba...if i m not wrong...not comfirm yet...hee...den after all those baoc thing...went to eat roti prata with eve n steph...in thomson...the roti prata house...haha...it has been ages since i eat prata...haha...n the prata is nice...crisy crisy de...haha...den we started to chat...it has been sooo long since we chat wiht each other...haha...we stayed there for quite long...den we cross the road n went to eat apply strudel...hehe...yumm...den we started to chat again...haha...den chat until 8 den leave...haha...oh manz...it is soooo nice to chat with them...hehe...
hey...if u 2 r reading...when we got money we go balcony k...haha...will save money...haha...

it is juz a simple n a nice day...haha...

kind of excited cum worried for the baoc thing...bring a SB...scare will like give bad impression...haha...i will try my best to entertainment them...n hope they will enjoy their time...hehe...

Thursday, April 13, 2006

now currently watching xian jian qi xia chuan...not bad...haha...now i noe y steph like tang yu liao...haha...he is soooo cute!!!!haha...

today nothing much...went to lunch with parents...eat my beloved prawn noodle!!!haha...sooo long din eat liao...haha...yumm...hehe...

yesterday...went back to mhss...haha...went to see ms yeoh!!!haha...sooo good to see her...
sch is not like before....now sooo quiet...not use to it...last time was kind of noisy...but i like it...not like now...leng qing qing de...den ms teo n ting lao shi not in...haha...n most importantly...it was ms yeoh birthday...almost forget...haiz...din even help her celebrate...only wish her happy birthday only...hehe...den eat cheesecake...the cheesecake is suppper...haha...nvm...teacher's day going to give her something nice...haha...
den after going there...went bugis to find janice...hehe...to get something...den walk walk for awhile...den went to elsa house...but on the way to her house...feel so malu...carrying a BIG box frm bugis to CCK...pple thought i carry bomb...haha...den reach elsa house already....everybody there le...eve...steph...crystal...li ching...krystal...jasmine...yc...ty...jk...daniel...haha...almost whole class ya...haha...seeing them enjoying themselves...make myself happy too...hehe...den ate baked rice for dinner...haha...den play abit of mj...den went off...haha...

got a call frm the baoc...going to be taking care of freshie...haha...kind of excited n worried...scare will leng chang...if u noe me well...u should noe i m those type kind of quiet wan...haha...cant imagine i have to think of games n entertain them...haha...but will try my best...haha...

sch going to start...everything will be ack to normal...

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

i m juz glad...

sorry...dun mind me...

i m juz so happy...

happy to see everyone back with smiling face....

back to their happy looks...

i m glad to see them enjoying each other company now...

juz happy...

wat abt me???
m i happy for myself???
m i ???
m i happy with i m doing...thinking???
m i???

i m happy for pple...
see pple happy...

but can u see me feeling happy???

Monday, April 10, 2006

i m happy...

really happy...

coz it looks like everything is going to be fine...haha...

i m really happy frm the bottom of my heart...haha...

i hope through all those obstacles...we will be stronger???haha...

happy...

Sunday, April 09, 2006

wat kind of person m i...

i should be happy...
but y???
y m i feeling dis way???

haiz...i dunno...
juz selfish m i???
ya...

dun ask me y...
dun ask me wat happen...

Saturday, April 08, 2006

yesterday was the most carefree day i ever had in my life...

i leave everything single thoughts in my head n juz enjoy myself...
even though is may sound stupid...
but i juz enjoy myself by watching korean vcds...
den i realise today...
i was so happy yesterday...never even think of anything...
really...yesterday was the most carefree day i ever had in my life...

wo zhen de pao xiao quan bu de si xiang...
hao hao de xiang sou...

you shi hou...
wo men zhen de yao hao hao de chong chong yi xia zi ji...
rang zi ji xiang sou yi xia wo zhe de zi wei...
bu yao rang zi ji sou ku...
wo men yao kai kai xing xing de guo ri zhi...

wo men yi ding hui zai ren shen yu shang bu yu kuai de shi...
ke shi wo men hai shi yao wo xia qu...
bu shi ma???

every part of our life...
ever since when we were born...
and as we slowly grow up...
we went through many unhappy things...
all these unhappy things make us weaker...
than stronger...
we grow up from all dis unhappy things...

dun let all dis unhappy things juz affect us the rest of our life...
dun u all feel even more tiring to care abt all dis unhappy things???
y let all dis unhappy things affect us???
leave them behind n live happier...

tats how i tell myself...

Thursday, April 06, 2006

i think everybody has come to a point where...we r really tired...

3 words...

wat is happening???

wats going on???

receive a letter frm my god sis...

i feel such ashame of myself...

n i juz want to say i m sorry...

sorry...tat i m not a really good sister...

sorry....

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

i m soooo terriblely bored today!!!!!

btw...i got dis nice poem...it is very meaningful...

everyday, we awaken with another chance at life.
sometimes we forget how lucky we are and we often forget
to appreciate the little things around us, that mean so much.
here's a poem i wish to share with all of you.
thank you for being a part of this wonderful group...

too often we dont realize
what we have until it is gone
too often we wait too late to say
"i m sorry - i was wrong"
sometimes it seems we hurt the ones
wehold dearest to out hearts
and we allow foolosh things
to tear out lives apart.

far too many times we let
unimportant things into our minds
and then its usually too late
to see what made us blind.

so be sure that you let people know
how much they mean to you
take that time to say the words
before your time is through.

be sure that you appreciate
everything you have got
and be thankful for the little things
in life that mean a lot.

isnt dis meaningful...

i dunno how much dis poem means to those who r reading dis...
but, dis poem means a lot to me...