Saturday, May 27, 2006
ni2 yao4 de4 ai4

sui2 ran1 jing1 chang3 meng1 jian1 ni2
hai3 shi3 hao2 wu2 tou2 xu3
wai2 mian4 zhen4 xhai4 xia4 she4 yu3
jin1 tian1 shi4 xing1 qi2 ji3
but i don't know ni2 qu4 na2 li3

sui1 ran2 bu4 ceng2 huai1 yi2 ni3
hai2 shi4 tan3 te4 bu4 ding4
shui2 shi4 ni3 de4 na4 ge4 wei2 yi1
yuan2 liang4 wo3 huai2 yi2 zhi4 ji3

chorus
wo3 ming2 bai2
wo3 yao4 de4 ai4
hui4 ba2 wo3 chong3 huai4
xiang4 yi2 ge4 xiao3 hai2
chi3 dong3 zhai4 ni3 huai2 li3 huai4
ni3 yao4 de4 ai4
bu4 chi3 shi4 yi1 lai4
yao4 xiang4 ge4 da4 nan2 hai2
feng1 chui1 you4 ri4 shai4
shen1 wo2 zhi4 you2 zhi4 zhai4
Friday, May 26, 2006
AHHH!!!!

i m going crazy soon!!!!

i noe nuts abt the quiz...

have been trying like since 8 plus...

but...

i still dunno anything!!!!

AHHH!!!!
Thursday, May 25, 2006
haha...juz come home not long ago...haha...

went to sch for ifa tutorial only...wha...i tell u...the tutor hor...ARGHZ!!!cant stand her...the way she teach us like the way she teaching pri sch kids like tat...like no patience...everything muz be dis way...if not...will keep asking u to change it to her style...haiz...den me n eve present today for one question in tutorial...den she was like tellin eve "do u noe there is a redo button"...i was like...WTF!!!haha...but i was like smiling...den i noe eve will be angry...so i pat her...den she get wat i mean...haha...sisters only noes...ahah...juz cant stand her...haha...janice is going to set ground rule for her...juz meant for ifa tutorial...ahha...u treat us like...we treat u back like tat...ahha...

den afterwards...do fmgt project till like 1 like tat...den matt...my freshie came to find us...coz we watching da vince code...me...eve...krystal n him...ahah...den we went to the new cathay cinema...haha...den watched the 2pm show...haha...wat i can say on the movie is tat...not bad...got excit me...ahha...not as bad as wat the press says...maybe becoz...i din really read the book...ahha...so now...i can read the book to understand more abt it...haha...

den me...eve n matt took a cab down back to sch for our cca...haha...SCC...song composing club...den got performance frm those member...haha...den after awhile...yingying...shu ying(my freshies)...n other 2 guys came...dunno their names...or i forget liao...haha...den the performance start and we have to grade them...some of the groups r not bad...the melody nice...the lyrics also nice...i like the dan1 lian4 the lyrics...den the bu4 xiang2 ne4 the melody n the singer...ahah...tats the only 2 i like...ahah...

den afterwards went to KAP...its like a routine...after scc go KAP...ahah...den jia ling n guan ji came.(my other freshies)...seriously...i din stop laughing when i m with them...ahha...juz very funny can le...dunno how to describe...ahha...i like the after SCC the KAP session...ahah...

haiz...common test is coming...sianz...ifa is on a SAT!!!...haiz...hope i can do well in ifa...coz dis is the first time...i like got confidence...ahha...juz tat...i m still scare on the journal entries...if not...i m alright...ahah...the GST muz revise...kind of forget a little...ahha...haiz...the one i m most scare of is FMGT!!!AHHH!!!...its like all theory...how can i rmb sooo many things...sianz...den follow by cost accounting...tat one muz read...haha...den audit...ahha...sianz...after the common test 2 weeks of holidays!!!! YEAH!!!...going KBOX with my lovely slackers...hehe...soooo long din see them already...haha...oh...for some who dunno is slackers...they r my sec 3 n 4 classmates...ahha...we r SLACKERZ UNITED!!!hehe...

whao...today i post sooo much...ahah...tml is gonna be another long day for me...lesson end at 4...den gonna go for eve n crystal event...captain'a ball compeition which end at 7...hope i can go off earlier...if not my mum will nag at me again...sianz...dne also muz do audit hmk...

when i look through the lyrics...it remind me of how i was last time...it was like sooo real...haiz...
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
haha...

today dun need to go sch...muaha...soo happy...den went eve house to do ifa tgt...coz we need to present the ans...den went to eat my long waited porridge!!!haha...its very very very nice!!!...muaha...den after tat...went eve house...den do the ifa...do n do...den we get the ans...den soooo happy...finally like can balance!!!haha...den after tat went to eat mac...den after i went hougang mall alone...to sell my vcd...

i bought the bo2 li3 hua4 for like $20 plus dollars...
den i went to sell...
u gues how come???
u will never guess...
coz it is soooooooooooooo low till u will never guess...

i sell for $2 only!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHH!!!!

how can i be not mad!!!
haiz...but no use geting mad liao...
wat is sold cant be unsold...
haha...

but overall...i m happy today...hehe...
Monday, May 22, 2006
had n normal sunday...

wake up...finish up my fmgt tutorial...den went for lunch with family...at long fong dim sum!!!wha it has been soo long since i go there n eat already...muaha...coz got important come ma...acutally is my relatives frm malaysia come ot singapore...den my dad giving treat to them...muaha...ate till damn full...

den reach home...slept till 5 plus...do ifa...do till my brain going to burst...haha...den after...went down to eat dinner...haha...STEAMBOAT!!!muaha...homecook de...wha...i love my home cook steamboat...haha...wha...eat till damn full again...haiz...how not to gain weight like tat...haha...

den later...whole family sit down n watch tv tgt...haha...watch dis chinese variety show...damn funny...haha...laugh till my stomach pain...den after tat watch singapore idol...also laugh till stomach pain...especially the "nong nong ago...nong nong ago..."haha...
den i saw one of the contestant is my sec sch admin stuff...dunno if she got get into the next few arounds...coz frm wat i heard when i was in sec sch...she can sing pretty well...
wish her all the best...

tml going to eat my porridge!!! finally!!!
Sunday, May 21, 2006
had a boring saturday...

did a few question of cost accounting...did half way...den dunno how to do le...den did fmgt...it was ok...going to finish left 2 more ques...

tats my sat...

who wants bo1 li3 hua4 vcds???
it is a korean drama series...
it is going to show on channel U soon...
anyone wants to buy...please tell me...
contact me trough my tag...
hehe...
Thursday, May 18, 2006
went to eat cheesecake with eve today after sch...went bishan there...den after tat...we walk around...den went to eat din tai fong...we ate the student meal...haha...den after tat went back to sch for SCC...song composing club...went to join our freshie...den after tat...reach there...there was like sooo many pple...den we were separated...me...eve n shu ying tgt...with other pple also...den yingying...matt n harris another group...den we were suppose to compose song give some mix up lyrics...den my group like think n think...in the end...the guys in my group got think of more lyrics...but left veyr little time...den me n shu ying quickly think of melody...den...not enough time...den went to toilet to practice...den came back...den heard other groups compose n sing...a lot of them compose till damn nice...was sooo ma lu when me n shu ying sing...ours was like short...but at least we came out with something...was glad...
dis show tat..muz go n look back my grade 6 theory book already...
den after tat went KAP...eve left...den left me alone...i was like soo weird...thought they were my freshies...but i juz felt tat...i shouldnt be there...like i shouild juz go off...went there with them...den my stomach hurts like hell...waited for awhile..cant ta han den i went home...

juz feel damn emo now...
i thought i was ok...
but i guess i m not...
really not...
i dunno y...
dunno y i turn back to my old self...
turn back to the person whom i really dun want to be...
can u juz tell me how???
i took so long to be the person whom i wanted to be...
but i guess it all gone down to the drain...

i shouldnt be there...
juz felt so damn weird...
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
juz came back frm watching MI: 3...haha...it is nice...haha...

i think i m alright now...it is juz a wrong signal i guess...hope it it...pray it is...haiz...really pray it is...

i saw dis person blog...
juz want to say...
i understand how u feel...
sometimes i do feel the same as u...
like i m invisible...
like no one can see me like tat...
like i m not there...
but i told myself is ok...
i ren3...
sianz...i m having flu again...juz got ok not long ago...here it comes...wat weak body i have...

ok...event management end early today...den met up with eve...to do our fmgt project...den went to library...den the rest came...kyrstal...vivien...say hao...den crystal...elsa...steph came along...hehe...den do till like 2 plus den left...went to atrium...den saw my DEAR lovely freshies...yingying...jia ling...shu ying...guan ji...wei jie...vincent...den their classmate who is called edwin...oh...n jia ling's friend...den we chat around...den decided to go eat with them...went to bukit timah plaza...den yingying went off to work...den ate KCF...i tell u...they r juz a bunch of GREAT freshies...coz they NEVER fail to make u laugh n happy...serious...i juz LOVE them to the bits...den all went separate ways...

gonna die for audit n ifa tutorial...noe nuts manz...serious...read n read but juz cant get the ans lorhz...it is like depressing...haiz...

tml is EAA common test...haiz...dun like dis module...any module got to do with computer is not my cup of tea...sianz...juz hope i noe how to post all the entries can liao...den i m happy enough already...n understand wat the ques wants...

wish me luck...
Monday, May 15, 2006
today is juz an ordinary day for me...stay at home...

currently watching dis china gu3 dai4 series with my parents...haha...it is a really nice show...for me larhz...coz its abt politics...n the way they act towards each problems is damn cool...haha...
i noe a bit weird for me to watch dis type of show...but i have to say...it is nice...it keep me glued to my screen...haha...normally...during weekends i will take very very long nap...but...dis weekend i was glued to the show...haha...

going to watch MI:3 with family dis coming tues...haha...like finally!!!haha...i m a bit lagg...haha...

i need to be strong...
Sunday, May 14, 2006
dunno watz with me...

all i have to say is tat...

plz dun lead me the wrong way if u dun mean it...

i dun want to hurt myself...

dun want to give myself a chance to habe any second thought...


juz hate myself being like tat...

being tooo soft...

being like tat...

i guess dis is me...

juz me...
Saturday, May 13, 2006
went MOS yesterday...den stayed over at janice house...

steph...janice...me...gavin...matt...shawn n another 2 guys...one of which is steph's freshie...went to butter factory first...tried to see if we could go in...but no...age limit was 21 for ladies...n 23 for guys...den we change destination to MOS...they increase their price!!!25 for ladies...28 for guys...dun think i will club tat often anymore...sooo ex!!!think next stop will be BALCONY!!!haha...den went to the main dance floor...it was techno...sianz...i was cheated!!!they website said tat it will be hip hop...but NO!!!...its techno...sianz...damn boring...its juz the same song...for me...n its dman noisy...but...den...we went to "smoove"which is the hip hop room...was damn packed...cant even walk at some point...

n guess wat...i saw my sec sch classmate!!!!yue wei...n sec sch mate!!!!aaron...haha...sooo coni lorhz...haha...yue wei was like soo damn shock to see me there...say "wha... thought u guai guai type wan...win go clubbing de..."haha...sooo long din see him le lorhz...kind of miss his craziness n crap in class...haha..the other guy was aaron...wasnt close to him in sch...but juz those like..."oh...hi"...those type...haha...

den after staying in there for some time...we decide to get out of there...coz its like dman freaking pack...we still in MOS till like 3 plus...den decide to watch POSEIDON!!!...haha...went to cine cathy to watch...suprisingly...there was kind of many pple watching show at 4.05AM!!!haha...the show was nice...very exciting...haha...din sleep in the threate...haha...den after the show...went to eat breakfast...but i cant tahan...i slept...while they were eating...den all went separate ways...me...steph...janice gavin took cab...i was like seeing the sky...its going to be morning soon...by the time we got a cab it was like 7 plus am already...haha...reach janice house...wash up...n juz dead drop...

oh ya before i forget...shawn n mat dance real well...haha...


i m scare tat i may fall in love with u...
some how...i feel like a bitch...
a real bitch...

but somehow...i feel damn scare....
real scare...
scare it will be like before...

i dun want to get into the samn shit again...
i will warn myself...
will control myself...
will not let myself feel in too deep...
will not let myself get hurt...
Thursday, May 11, 2006
dis is TANK's mtv for gei3 wo3 ni3 de4 ai4...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lUEPAjjXavc
thank you...u noe who u r...

thanx for the vitamins...
=)




i m juz sooo tired...my eyes r closing...

tml not yet comfirm where to go...where to stay...
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
went to bugis with my beloved sis...janice...haha...bought a top...love it sooo much...muaha...den we had "fun" in "sasa" at bugis junction...muaha...was damn damn damn funny larhz...we went test most of the perfume...there are like four 5 shelves???cant rmb...we went to try from thr last shelf to the first...haha...test until our nose cant stand it...but there is one perfume damn funny...normally when u press the perfume rite...it will be like vapourize...but dis particular perfume doesnt...it shoots out like a water gun...muaha...me n jan kept laughing n laughing...den we tried one more time...n we laughed n laughed...haha...tats was the funniest...

i had to declare tat i like TANK!!!
his songs r damn damn damn nice!!!
each n everyone of them...
though i dun have his cd...
but...
those my friend (my lovely elsa) send me r damn damn damn nice...
especially gei2 wo3 ni3 de4 ai4...
tat one i tell u...is damn damn damn nice...haha...
other than tat...
there is one song under my name...
JESSICA...haha...

haiz...too bad i cant play the song...
iwebmusic doesnt put it...
sobz...

here is the lyrics to the gei2 wo3 ni2 de4 ai4

deng3 dai4... yi1 dian3 yi di1...ni2 dui4 wo3 gan3 dao4 an1 xin1...
gan3 jue2...peng2 you3 guan1 xi1...yuo3 le4 xin1 de4 mo4 qi4...
**(bian4 li4 shang1 dian4 li3...shui2 ye3 mai3 bu4 dao4...
wo3 men3 zui4 xiang3 yao4 de4 dong1 xi1...chi3 wo4 zhai4...xi3 huan1 de4 ren3 shuo3 shang4
gei2 wo3 ni3 de4 ai4...rang4 wo3 pei2 zhe4 ni3 qu4 wei4 lai2...
gei2 wo3 ni3 de4 ai4...shou3 la4 zhe4 shuo3...bu4 fang4 kai1...
jiu4 shuan4 yu3 zhuo4 bao4 zha4...hai3 shui3 duo1 zeng1 fa4...
chi3 yuan4 ni3 de4 ji4 yi4 li4...yuo3 wi3 de4 yong1 bao4...)
wo3 de4...zui4 da4 xin4 fu2...shi4 fa1 xian4 le4...wo3 ai4 ni3...
ling2 hun2...yuo3 le4 yi4 yi4...yong4 mei2 yi1 tian1 zhen1 xi1...
repeat **
yu3 he2 tian1 kong1 ye3 yuo3...xiang1 ai4 de4 ke2 neng2...
wang4 zhe4 ni2 de4 wei1 xiao4...qing2 bu4 zi4 jing4...
gei2 wo3 ni3 de4 ai4...rang4 wo4 pei2 zhe4 ni3 qu4 wei4 lai2...
gei2 wo3 ni3 de4 ai4...shuo3 la4 zhi4 shuo3...bu4 fang4 kai1...
jiu4 xuan4 di4 qou2 hui2 mei4...le2 bu4 ji2 liu2 lei4...
chi3 yuan4 ni3 de4 ji4 yi4 li3...yuo3 wo3 de4 yong1 bao4...
yuo3 wo3 de4 yong1 bao4...
Monday, May 08, 2006
dis is juz a random post...

past few days...have been ok...

thursday...went home straight after sch...

friday...went to town with steph n eve...eve left halfway to meet her friend...den me n steph went to pluck eyebrow...hehe...den went to heeren to see sometime...den eat the famous wanton mee there...the soup very very nice...haha...den went to bugis...walk n walk...in the end got myself a handphone chain...very cute...but will get it few days later...its a new shop...very cute...haha...all hand make things there...den got myself the yang2 chen2 ling2 new cd...yu4 shang4 ai4...den we went home...

sat...go to granny house as usual...

sun...nothing special...


dunno wats up with me dis few days...in the blur state...though my mind is like in a terrible mess...dun even noe wats tat terrible mess abt...getting like emo...feel like going to the beach...see stars...scream at the top of my voice...tats wat i want to do now...enjoying the sea breeze...cuddling to someone i like(too bad it will not happen)...

can juz someone save me???
haiz...

2 years have past...been through many different obstacles...one of the hardest...is going to be over soon...though i still kind of scare i will regret...but i think i really had to let go...its fading away...n i really hope i wun regret...
wat will happen next???
i m tired...
tired from dis...
maybe i will juz wait...
wait for it to happen on me...
i doubt it will be like tat...
Saturday, May 06, 2006
currently...

gou min is not in the iwebmusic...so cant play for u all to hear...when the song is up...will up in my blog...
dunno wats going on with me dis few days...haiz...

in a mess...i should say...haiz...

something in my mind has happened...something like going to change...
but i dunno...wats gonna be...haiz...

juz let fate lead me the way...



now i currently like dis song by yang cheng ling...

gou min...

ne xiao shi de yi bai tian...wo mei le xiao lian
pa bei ren kan jian...wo min gan de shen jing xian...
yi dian yi dian...mei chi jue...

fan rong shuang yen...bu cheng mien
ta gen zhe wo yi zhen yie...ba bi de lian
te xiao yao ye...wu jie...

cai fan xian...wo zen ge qian zai ai qing guo min de ji jie
oh~ guo min yuan...shi du ne de si nien

wo xing wo...cai liao jie
wo zen ting ge zai ai qing guo min de ji jie...ji jie mei gai bian
shi xiang nien...mei duan xian

wo xiang wo...cai fa xian
gan qing chen man yi bu man le wo de shi jie
oh~guo min yuan...shi wei ne liu de lei

wo xiang wo...cai fa xian
jiu xuan ying jing le li qi wei bi ru yuan...ji jie mei gai bian
shi yen lei...nong shi lian

ji jie yi chi bian...dan wo de xing...mei you bian
ne xiao shi de yi bai tian...wo mei le xiao lian...mei chi jue
Thursday, May 04, 2006
monday...went mahjionging with yc...jk n my freshie mat...tats all for monday...was sick...

tuesday...went back to sch...i hate tuesday...all lectures...sianz...den after tat...went town with eve n steph...both my dearies...hehe...went to eat gelare waffle cum ice cream...den we chat n chat...but left around 6 plus...den was kind of real sick...got flu out of nowhere...reach home...eat medicine n slept around 8 like tat...

today...was a terrible day for me...flu...n cough...sianz...den went to town...acutally went to pick eyebrow...but no...ahha...den atcually want to buy y gola bag...but...change of mind...muaha...den now...terrible flu!!!
Monday, May 01, 2006
xian zhai de qing xing chi you san ge zi xing rong...

luan...
fu zha...

wo chi neng shou...

du be qi...

wo kan zhe chi wo cuo guo le hen duo ba...
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