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Sunday, March 25, 2007
feel tat i have change or something...feel tat i m no longer the same... the things i hate 1) WORK 2) exams 3) the way i feel every sunday (for now) 4) being alone (but kind of use to it) 5) hearbroken after the coming week...it will be one month of attachment...but i left 4 more months... freaking hell... still damn freaking long... n i freaking dunno wat i will be doing tml... n i hate those type of feeling... had a great time yesterday... went for the tax e filing...it was pretty ok... den after tat went to meet slackers!!!! soooo long din see them already... but karen din make it... we went to watch stomp the yard... like finally!!!!haha... the show is nice!!! different from step up... but nice!!!. before the movie we went to billy bomber to have our dinner... hehe my first tie at billy bomber... kind of sotong ya... haha... but over all...i had lots of fun yesterday!!!... n ...CC thanx for peiing me waiting for cab!!! Wednesday, March 21, 2007
dunno i juz thought now i noe who r there really when i m down n all...now i really noe... n kind of disappoint... Tuesday, March 20, 2007
hate working life...juz hate... be it my current job in pwc or my part job in yahama sch... i juz hate... i m juz so mentally tired now... breakdown in the office... lucky no one saw... quickly stop myself from crying... is juz so tiring n all... no one can understands... sitting in the "fish tank" alone... nobody to talk to is juz so patheic... since they got enough pple to do all their stuffs... y need us for... at tat point of time... i start to think of him n it makes me feel even worse... haiz... Sunday, March 18, 2007
haiz...i really dun want to go back to work... really dun wnat... is not tat the work is not good... but going to work knowing tat no one talks to me... sitting alone... i juz dunno how to explain n all.. is not something tat i looking forward n all... i almost break down in the noon... haiz... i really miss sch... miss my sec sch life... night is coming soon... sky is going to be dark... how i wish i can juz stop the day n juz last forever... another 4 more months... freaking 4 more months... how i wish i can lend on to someone how i wish i can hug someone how i wish... Friday, March 16, 2007
gym-ing is fun!!!steph faster go for photoshoot n get ur card done!!! krystal lets go gym-ing every friday!!! Thursday, March 15, 2007
got back my results...kind of happy n disappointed... haiz... but wat evelyn say is true...after thinking through wat she say... i m kind of glad tat my results wasnt being affected... tml going gym!!!at planet fittness!!!muaha...free!!!juz show mt work pass can liao...muaha... Monday, March 12, 2007
sunday went out with krystalwatched 300... the computer graphic is damn nice n all... but the story line a bit sucks la... overall still ok... cant compare to lord of the rings... den went IT fair... at first thought can get an MP3... but no... haiz... it is either still ex for me... or the MP3 sux... haiz...shall wait again... den went to look for my supervisor which i worked for the last IT fair... was sooooooo happy to see him!!! haha... he say i become more womanly... HAHA... hope can work for him again in the next IT fair... i miss IT fair gang...........except andrew (for those who noe who he is) Thursday, March 08, 2007
think of him on the way home...
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
first time encountering earthquake today!!! kind of scary!!!! two times some more!!!at first i thought i was giddy or something...but no...den pple start talking abt it...so the first time came my mind was EATHQUAKE!!!haha...den i was like sitting at those window sit there...with large size glass window...when u look down it will be the streets already...so damn scare la... today was kind of boring...read up materials...soo many times i feel like sleeping...n almost close my eyes...den during my lunch break went for this bloomberg training course...it is free n got provide lunch...i tell u bloomberg's pantry is 100 times more cool than pwc pantry!!!!is like they have those BIG BIG fridge like u see in those 7 eleven where they store their drinks...they have those la!!!n all the drinks inside r free!!!!n they have many varietry!!!!n i tell u krystal.,..they provide INSTANT CUP NOODLE!!!they also have cornflakes...LAYS POTATO CHIPS...so many!!!i love their pantry!!! tml will also be reading up materials...den thursday start the job...which will itself take a few months i think...tats wat my senior told me...coz need to find all the companies listed in SGX...one by one find their impariment test n all those...haha...at least keep me ocuppied... den another senior of mine came to find me...n we juz chat for a few mins...at first for the first week...she dun like me...but now i hcange my thinking...maybe its the way she express things sometimes makes me think tat she dun like me...but after today i change...n i m also glad she asked me to go for the bloomberg training...really a lot of things to learn...haha... my LO coming down dis friday...dunno wat will happen...hope everythings will be fine... Monday, March 05, 2007
YEA!!!! finally i went to see my supervisor n he is not busy!!!haha...finally i got things to keep me busy with for the whole attachment!!!! muaha...n i will be learning new things!!!! i think my the senior who is in charge of me is like not bad...haha... yea...dis is a good start!!!! Sunday, March 04, 2007
haiz...got back my stress problem...cant eat properly...stomach problems...all becoz of the stupid IAP... haiz...really dun want to go back to work tml... really dun want... Friday, March 02, 2007
finally !!! one week of work is over!!!!!me n another gal who is in the same department as me...n also same sch...cant tahan the department...den going to ask LO if can change department...pray can...pray can go TAX department!!!co zi alll the while want to go TAX department...den sui sui put me in Advisory department...still say very fun...fun my ass!!!n they treat me like shit la...keep moving my sitting place...den put me at an open space...with juz a few transparent glass panel...no proper drawer...no phone...no nothing...n the purpose for tat space is to hold those small meetings...n tat stupid place is my permanent place!!!can u believe it...n i still ahven see my supervisor for 1 week!!!wat the hell man... i really want to change department!!!! |
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