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Tuesday, October 30, 2007
not in the greatest mood todayeverything is soo screwed today speak less than 20 sentences when i reach home Sunday, October 28, 2007
crystal....lets jia you tgt!!! Saturday, October 27, 2007
read a letter...a letter which my bro wrote to my parents... i din want to read it... coz i noe if i read...tears will start to fall... but my mum ask me to read n tell her wat pro my bro is having... as i was reading...i can feel wat my bro is going through... coz is exactly wat i m n was going through... tears was holding back... n my mum keep asking my questions which i dun want to ans... in the end my mum was like coming to a conculsion like...my bro is having stress... which he is not... coz i noe how exactly how he feels n all... i was really proud of my bro tat he wrote out all his feelings to my parents... an action which i even now still dun dare to do... coz even if i voice out my feelings... they will keep saying things which i dun want to hear... saying like my friends r not good...dun get close to them... blah blah blah... n i feel exactly the same way like wat my bro tat... everday reach home ear naggings scoldings... make me dun feel like going home... tats y i like to stayover at other pple home instead... haiz... dunno wat will happen in future... so many things happening in my house... a house which is never like before... its really very saddening... a home not as warmth as before... where is the warmth i m longing for??? Thursday, October 25, 2007
life has been sooooo boring ever since sch stars....class sux... practically no life now... Wednesday, October 17, 2007
it feels like there r many daggers behind my backn it feels kind of scary Tuesday, October 16, 2007
scaredno one can understand how scared i m... wish the someone tat i hope will read my blog is reading.... but i doubt so... Monday, October 15, 2007
sch starts...holidays r over... dunno wat will happen in the coming months... kind of scare... kind of scare tat the relationship between some friends will change... feel very bad tat some things happen... feel very sorry... want to apologize... really sorry... really sorry tat i had neglected u... really sorry... wat will happen??? i dun want to think so much.. but i cant... i cant stop thinking... someone save me... |
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