Saturday, October 27, 2007

read a letter...

a letter which my bro wrote to my parents...
i din want to read it...
coz i noe if i read...tears will start to fall...
but my mum ask me to read n tell her wat pro my bro is having...

as i was reading...i can feel wat my bro is going through...
coz is exactly wat i m n was going through...
tears was holding back...
n my mum keep asking my questions which i dun want to ans...

in the end my mum was like coming to a conculsion like...my bro is having stress...
which he is not...
coz i noe how exactly how he feels n all...

i was really proud of my bro
tat he wrote out all his feelings to my parents...
an action which i even now still dun dare to do...

coz even if i voice out my feelings...
they will keep saying things which i dun want to hear...
saying like my friends r not good...dun get close to them...
blah blah blah...

n i feel exactly the same way like wat my bro tat...
everday reach home ear naggings scoldings...
make me dun feel like going home...
tats y i like to stayover at other pple home instead...

haiz...
dunno wat will happen in future...
so many things happening in my house...

a house which is never like before...
its really very saddening...
a home not as warmth as before...
where is the warmth i m longing for???

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