Thursday, November 30, 2006

i feel damn freaking stress!!!!

n i cant stand my freaking ......!!! they dun even noe their limits...it is as if they own the whole world...n i cant stand they way they look at pple...it is not juz one...but a few...no longer looking forward to sch anymore...

juz realise...when i really need someone...i dunno who to turn to...i regret neglecting some of them...

i m juz not in a mood for anything...juz sooo many things to get done...2 assignments on innvation which is due on mon...common test is coming...n the worst thing is i got to work...i relaly need my weekends back!!!!how i wish i din do this stupid piano job...n i m tied to lie for one year...haiz...if i noe the freaking pay is so low...i would rather do private paino teaching...

Thursday, November 23, 2006

so many things happen...but i cant rmb them...

went back to mhss yesterday...it will be my last time going back to my alma mater...so many old students went back...some even had children...can tell how old my school is...when they lowered the sch flag...and play the sch song...all memories came back...all the good and bad times i had in dis sch...i held back my tears...but...my heart was really pain...to see my sch flag lowered down...it was also the last time i will be hearing the sch song...n hearing dis name...i guess...MHSS will disappear...n no one will noe abt dis sch...except for those who went tat sch...went around the sch...saw teachers...teachers who had made an impact in my life...my form teacher...ms yeoh...my a math teacher...mr wong...i love these two teachers to the bits...other than tat...i saw many old students...those whom i had never seen once they left sch...there are two persons tat i m really happy to see...harmony my choir senior and my councellor...willie...haha...haven seen them for a year ba...saw them once during my piano conert...i m also very happy tat...most of the 4/2 made it...went back to our home room...we were the first class in mhss to paint our own classroom...in the way we wanted it...n we love it a lot...

MHSS will always be a part of me...

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i m really very happy to see my good friends tgt with their love ones...my two stephs...my sis...karen...n cyrstal...i really give my blessings to them...

along the way home...i thought...when will it be my turn???
i guess i will not be in such luck for these 3 years of studies in np...

shui neng pei wo zou wo jia na man chang de lu

Thursday, November 09, 2006

i finally found the song in iwebmusic!!! or should i say is my friend...she told me acutally the song is call parrot...den i went to search den have!!!haha!!!

last weekend...i start my part time piano teacher teaching...it is ok...juz tat the salary din turn out to be wat i expected...haiz...but nvm...better than no income...

den other tat went to both crystal and krystal house dis week...which is monday...haha...actually want to go krystal house n slack which i did...haha...i m the first person in ta29 to go her house...i m honored...haha...den crsytal called ask me to go her house n paint ther house...i said ok...den after slacking in krystal for awhile...went to crystal house...den went there...sat around for awhile...de crystal dad dun let us paint...scare dirty ourselves...ahha...den we slack also...watched tv...den after tat i went home...
den yesterday...went ikea with janice!!!!sooo long din go ikea liao...den we walk n walk...realise...we both like to buy so many things frm there...even though it has got no use...but we din buy la...haha...den i bought myslef photo frames...very cheap!!!4 for 2 bucks only!!!!haha...den acually want to buy my the meatball...but think n think in the end din buy...haha...
den today...din go blaw lecture...instead...me n steph went to town...she want to loook at black shoe n formal top...in the end we reach far east...walk for awhile...mouth ithcy...in the end bought mee sua...n the fried mars choco...the fried mars choco very nice!!!!haha...den we was thinking if want to buy the spicy calimari...den we go up escalator...den came down again...den went to buy it!!!!i tell u the calimari very nice too!!!oh...the fried mars choco n the spicy calimari frm shop next to the shi lin...next time i want to try the sauages n the fried curry cheese chicken!!!!ahhh!!!no wonder i m getting fatter...haiz...muz find way to lose fat...haiz...
tml going out with eve!!!so long din go out with her already!!!!hehe...
den fri...should be going home straight home ba...start doing hmk...if not weekend no time...haha...

Friday, November 03, 2006

feel tat i cant console pple anymore...
not like how i can in the past...
scare wat i say...wat i do make them even more angry...or sad...
so i juz keep quiet...

sorry if i keep quiet at times when u all are not feeling happy...
i dun want to say or do things to make u all even more anry or sad...

Thursday, November 02, 2006

went to the hospital to see my granny...

she got a heart attack...

but she is much better now...

pray tat she will be fine...

i m so scare...

dis sat is my first time teaching piano!!!

hope everything goes fine...

will be going down for class observation tml...

ahh!!!

i want to eat gelare waffle ice cream!!!

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